No Longer MTV's Reality Couple...

as some of you may or may not have been able to tell from my last blog (i couldn't give details because of the contract we signed), my life was about to enter reality tv.  i know not that many people know about this little "online journal" of mine, so i feel most of the time it's pretty safe for me to vent and get a few responses and kind emails from the few of you reading.  my chris doesn't even know about this journal of mine.  yes, we were about to be mtv's next reality couple...but things fell through.  at first i was disappointed, but then we realized it's a blessing in disguise.  i was so paranoid viewers and media would pick us apart as a couple, and we'd follow mtv's history of every reality couple ending in divorce.  so it's good news things fell through...right?  however, when or what will be our next move?  will chris ever make it to that next level?  i've been his rock and support system, and the spiritual leader.  i'm beginning to lose hope.  but i'm fasting this week and hoping to get some answers and hope soon! 

normality still sounds so much sweeter...

My life is about to be flipped-turned-upside down, "enjoy the silence while you can" they say.

my life is about to be turned upside down, and i don't know if i'm ready for it...but do i really have a choice?  and i chose this life, right?  isn't this what we always wanted?

will my ending be that of everyone who has been there before me:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZcgQYuNMZQ

somehow normality sounds so much sweeter...   

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www.mywedding.com/christinapher

worth the wait...

our days are filled with laughter

our nights are filled with joy

so this is finally happily ever after

i can't believe my everything is in this boy

the best of friends, but just friends won't do

the moments we find ourselves apart

he misses me, i miss him too

we'll soon forget our rocky past and let forever start

they all say love runs away on the road 

but he's not much for doing what he's been told

we'll prove the haters wrong

wish them well and say so long

now here we are, my perfect mate

i must admit you were worth the wait